My wish is spend money to buy a piece of tail long dress. I also want to buy the violoncellp . And take them for a trip. I want to wear it when i am performing. When i get married, i can wear it. I feel very happy .When i comes to the dress. I think of him. I still can not put him . How can i do ? I miss him very much. I do not know what to do. I do not know that he will come back. I do not know if he is busy , or what is the matter with him. But i can only guess. I do not think i am using it. I feel like i am a failure. I do not know why i am going to be like this. I thought he loved me very much. Because with him, i feel very safe.